Friday, March 31, 2006

Changing of the seasons

This morning I woke up to a swallow's cry...in Sicily that means the start of Spring and a definite goodbye to cold days and bouts of the flu. From now on each day of sunshine brings summer closer and closer. Lazy days when all you want to do is go out for a nice long walk in the countryside or near the sea. A new burst of energy that makes me want to write and write and write ;-).

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

Reach out for your dream

Reach Out For Your Dream

I had a funny dream last night. I say funny because my dreams are usually a reflection of what's been going on in my subconscious.

I dreamt my maternal grandfather, who was also my godfather (I called him 'nannu Leli', short for Emanuel) was lying on a bed in one of those white on white hospital rooms and my mother and I had gone to visit him. He seemed weak, but the second he saw me he reached for something inside a black bag standing next to the bed on the floor and placed it in my hands.

It was one of those glass spheres filled with a transparent liquid and some obscure object stuck to the plastic base. My paternal grandmother had one when I was little, but it was one of those objects children could see, but not touch and although my fingers itched to do just that, I never dared. Maybe I should have. Those spheres always seemed to contain some kind of magic when you shook them a little and the snow started falling.

When I moved the the sphere my grandfather gave me in my dream, a shower of glittering particles filled the liquid and tears filled my eyes because I knew, without words, what he was trying to tell me: "Reach for your dreams, no matter what."

Only yesterday, I told my dearest friend Belle that I need to start working on my second book no matter how busy or preoccupied I am with real life. My writing dreams have taken a back seat lately through no fault of mine, but now it's time to shake off the dust and start polishing them to a shine.

Thank you grandpa

Amethyst